I abandoned this blog for 4 years holy shit. Just saw my posts from 4 years ago i'm so embarrassed i deleted all of them XD. So four years ago i was still in middle school in my uniform living the typical smk student life, and now i'm in college studying for my pre-u. BUT JUST NOW i found out that i got the scholarship to study in Korea and this is when i hAVE TO MAKE LIFE CHOICES. AGAIN. Should i accept? Should i not? I really love this college i'm studying in now, i love this course (Ausmat), and i love all my coursemates they're so hilarious and the classes were never boring, not even once. If i accept i'm gonna have to drop this course, leave my coursemates which is something i really don't want to do TT. BUT if i reject the offer I'M LIKE REJECTING A VERY VERY RARE OPPORTUNITY. Fyi there's only 200 students in the country who got the scholarship and if i don't accept it, others who didn't get the scholarship would probably throw rotten eggs at me (just kidding). But yeaaa its such a great opportunity to get to study overseas, and YES its Korea, one of the countries i'd love to visit (yes i love kpop support da yg fam ily). SOOOO should i accepttt or not ;;.